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Sunday, May 31, 2009

Talking directly from my processor

"Time to time I feel like I have all the time in the WORLD and have a great purpose to fulfill. Felt like i'm always meant for something great. Maybe this thinking simply exists cause I'm just young but I really want to make a significance to my Country and the World. I admit I'm a attention hungry seeking person. I am currently stuck pondering on my future and what to do next after each thing. Fear in not knowing the outcome of choices made. In fact Fear of making choices too on where to go from here.

I listen to Tony Robbins on TED Talks and agreed on what he says. Our World view and Mindset is defined by our past experiences. Emotions drives your motivation to do something. My existing job was kinda the job I love doing but it didn't turn out the way I wanted. I had a clear cut aim of what I wanted that time. Now I'm actually am not so sure where to aim. Sure aim for the sky but what part of the sky? I sure prefer business than science atm. Money sure important to me but hell not till the extend of giving up all the things I love. Now I don't know which field to go in or which job to apply. Sure everyone says do what you love. How do you know that you really love what you do? Enlighten me. Even so ppl in the world do jobs that they don't' even like and have no choice. There is a saying that not everyone will be able to find the prefect job they love. People just do jobs to survive and then they get good at what they do and they advance from there.

Today I watched some Apprentice videos and I found out the main criteria for business is SALES SKILLS. Donald Trump also says it too a lot. Now I do believe that sales makes the World goes ROUND. No offense why do people look down on sales as if it is the most lousy or humiliating job. True you don't need to do sales as a job but at least give it some thought and some respect to people who do it full time. Sure I believe there are rotten sales people out there and some of them don't tell you full ideas on the things they sell. Con you but isn't it the same for any job? Do you think in your current job your boss tells you everything/whole story? Most of the time people like to hear what they want and we never do tell the whole story. This explains why I like to try to explain to people stuff. If today you find you're upset you should ask people why they do what they did.

Too many times we eventually automatically shorten things like technology. Today we use XP then as we use it more often we shorten it with shortcuts and VISTA comes in. See Win7 compare to DOS. How many steps has been reduced? Bottom line what I'm trying to say everything has its place to play and we tend to try simplify everything or the other extreme complicate it.

What happen to moderate in everything? Yes I feel I haven't been practicing moderation on things recently. I have this extreme adventurism and keeping myself occupied with something all the time with spontaneous things. Sure feels like it is like an equilibrium, we go to extreme mode without knowing we been doing that and when we realize we go back to moderation. After awhile we forget again and back to square one, like ups and downs.

I can surely conclude that different people have different kinds of equilibrium. Finding a partner with the same equilibrium sure is hard to find but I guess awesome if you do. I'm just writing what my thoughts are at this point of time and writing directly on what I'm processing. You probably can see my line of thinking. Just typing what comes to my mind. I sure miss some people already at the moment. Who you might wonder, you can ask me and I'll tell you if you're one of them or not ahha. endz snores!"

Slept 3 am yesterday or rather this early morning, couldn't sleep was lying on my bed. This are some of my thoughts that I can share@wrote while trying to go to bed.

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This morning I went to SIB. Guess what the topic was about? It was about significant ppl like example Isaac Newton, Horatio E. Spatford, Joseph Scriven and Fanny J. Crosby. Do you know what they have in common besides making a difference? They all did Hymns that touch the WORLD. Remember Amazing Grace song? Just a good example. Each of their life story is a living inspiration. Horatio E. Spatford - He was a person who practiced great integrity and help everyone he saw. Lost his only son to pneumonia then later lost three of his daughters on a sunken ship. His wife survived it. He asked God why did that happen to him. What did he ever do wrong? Despite that after a moment he said all is well with my soul and wrote a poem out of it. He told his touching story to a song writer and he was inspired by the poem Spatford wrote. The writer wrote a hymn and today the hymn is known as It Is Well With My Soul. That song touched millions of life. Amazing rite? Each of us have music in our hearts. We emit different songs. Music was proven second to THEOLOGY. How amazing is that?

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